My World w/ fibromyalgia
Day to day living w/ my illnes. Maybe it can help some one out there who feels alone.
Celebrate the Pain!
Oh well, another lousy day the wheater sucks & my pain level is high. I just want to crawl in bed and cry. It is a holiday & everyone expects you to be the happy hostess. I can't deal w/ people who look at me like yeah really there is nothing wrong w/ you . You look so good. Well, I feel like crap and you are just annoying me.
When you have Fibro you get annoyed easily it does not take much to set you off. I try so hard not to take my misery out on anyone else, but sometimes it is impossible. Everyone depends on me for something or another & sometimes I just can not do it. I get so angry w/ myself. I have a hard time coming to terms w/ I just can't do all that anymore. My body just cant take it. Mentaly, i am stressed to the max and somedays it feels like the pile of crap gets deeper & deeper.
I just read an article in a magazine that they think Fibro may be connected to a central nervous disorder. Well Hello, I have been saying for yrs that it is a lot like MS. I hope we get answers soon. Just want someone to say yes it is a real illness you are not crazy, That would be the happiest day of my life.
Sue
YES I AM MISERABLE
Hello!!
As you can tell by my tittle I am very miserable. Why you ask?
I, of course, am in pain nothing unusal about that. Just something you deal w/ when you have Fibro. Stress and shit happing you do not need adds tons of pain.
Had a big problem w/ the pool it blew out , It was like a flood and the hottest wk of the yr on top of that. Feeeling sorry for me yet!! Ha! The whole thing about the pool is when you have Fibro you ache so bad it sometimes feels as if you muscles are on fire and going in a cool pool realy helps. Today is a bad day my fingers hurt as I type, and I feel like I never slept, I am exhausted. So I am going to try and not let the day to day garbage get to me. Have a great week to all.
sue
A Rough Week!!
It has been one hell of a week. I have been tired and full of pain, ane it was made worse by not being allowed to take certain pain killers, (wow is me). I had to get a shot in my spine, 3 in all, and this was my 2nd ,one and it is sore as hell.
If i let this all get to me than I will feel worse believe me stress does not help. Life with Fibro sucks, and the worse part is that people can not see any physical effects it is all inside. Some times I feel like my one family doubts me!!
It is 75 degrees out and I could be out by the pool, and I do not have the energy to get up to go. Please anyone that has any questions I will be glad to help if I can,
Yours in pain,
Sue
Pain Pain Pain
Well hope everyone is feeling great since I am not I wish everyone else does.
I had a rough couple of days. Today is one of those days I just can' t get through. I won't bore you w/ my aches & pains and where it hurts but trust me it does.
If I were to use something like Ben Gay, I would have to take a bath in it to cover all the areas that hurt. My husband said, "he is starting to worry because he is getting turned on by Ben Gay because it has become my perfume."
Hope everyone has a great holiday!!
Be pain free!
Sue
Just another day!!
HI!
Another crazy day w/ my aches & pains. Is there anyone out there w/ fibromyalgia?
Sometimes you feel so alone out there I know I did. People think you are crazy and making things up for sympathy. Believe me if that was what I wanted, I'd have better ways of doing it.
If I don't laugh at myself I can not get through it. You go through so much between Drs. & tests just to be told there is nothing wrong. It took me since 1983 to finaly get some answers. So if I can help at all let me know.
Yours in pain,
Sue
