Celebrate the Pain!
Happy 4th to all of you:
Oh well, another lousy day the wheater sucks & my pain level is high. I just want to crawl in bed and cry. It is a holiday & everyone expects you to be the happy hostess. I can't deal w/ people who look at me like yeah really there is nothing wrong w/ you . You look so good. Well, I feel like crap and you are just annoying me.
When you have Fibro you get annoyed easily it does not take much to set you off. I try so hard not to take my misery out on anyone else, but sometimes it is impossible. Everyone depends on me for something or another & sometimes I just can not do it. I get so angry w/ myself. I have a hard time coming to terms w/ I just can't do all that anymore. My body just cant take it. Mentaly, i am stressed to the max and somedays it feels like the pile of crap gets deeper & deeper.
I just read an article in a magazine that they think Fibro may be connected to a central nervous disorder. Well Hello, I have been saying for yrs that it is a lot like MS. I hope we get answers soon. Just want someone to say yes it is a real illness you are not crazy, That would be the happiest day of my life.
Sue
Oh well, another lousy day the wheater sucks & my pain level is high. I just want to crawl in bed and cry. It is a holiday & everyone expects you to be the happy hostess. I can't deal w/ people who look at me like yeah really there is nothing wrong w/ you . You look so good. Well, I feel like crap and you are just annoying me.
When you have Fibro you get annoyed easily it does not take much to set you off. I try so hard not to take my misery out on anyone else, but sometimes it is impossible. Everyone depends on me for something or another & sometimes I just can not do it. I get so angry w/ myself. I have a hard time coming to terms w/ I just can't do all that anymore. My body just cant take it. Mentaly, i am stressed to the max and somedays it feels like the pile of crap gets deeper & deeper.
I just read an article in a magazine that they think Fibro may be connected to a central nervous disorder. Well Hello, I have been saying for yrs that it is a lot like MS. I hope we get answers soon. Just want someone to say yes it is a real illness you are not crazy, That would be the happiest day of my life.
Sue
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