Time flies when your having pain!

   Happy end of summer to all!   It just seems to have gone by too fast.   I will miss my pool the most, because it helps a lot with the pain.  When you have fibromyalgia you muscles feel like they are on fire, and one of the things that help me is cool water.  Kind of the opposite of a hot tub.  I hate this illness because the one thing I can not do is make plans, and this leads me to disappoint the people I love, especialy my grandkids.  As time goes by, it just seems like I lose a lot more of my energy.    All the things I love to do with them now seem like a big chore instead a being fun.   Of course, this hurts because there is nothing more precious than seeing their faces when they are having fun.  I miss that most.

I am so not looking forward to the cold weather.  Of all the seasons I think fall & winter are the worse for me.   I think I need to move to a warner climate.  Yeah, like that will ever happen.  Two yrs ago I visited Portland OR  this is the place I'd like to live.

I have a Bday coming up and I am having a hard time dealing with the age issue and changes in our body's.   I guess we all go through that, but it sucks I am now my  mother. Oh dear God did I just say that Wow is me!

Till I write again,

Sue